harp and choir

well...saturday was definitely a fail. i had company over this weekend and saturday managed to screw up my entire day with just breakfast. biscuits, sausage, cheese, eggs, ORANGE JUICE. and although i kept my portion sizes to a decent level... it was still bad. lunch was pretty good, i had leftovers from dinner a few nights before. dinner saturday was probably bad too, i had a salad, good start, then some pasta with alfredo sauce-low sugar, high fat- and then when everyone else was ordering dessert i did too. i'm not sure why. desserts are just too sweet for me, and it didnt' even taste good. it was dry, dry chocolate cake. i didn't finish it, which my grandma made sure to point out. she did comment on me losing weight. which is like a light shining down from the heavens above when grandma gives you a compliment. (complete with harp and choir) usually it's....kristian? what are you doing with your hair? i remember one time when i was pregnant she commented on the size of my butt. how nice. sunday i was back on track, had a piece of toast with sugar free jelly and a leftover piece of sausage for breakfast. some cheese and crackers for a snack at dad's....oh. oh maybe i wasn't back on track. i had a chicken sandwich from mcdonald's with a small fry for lunch. iced tea. some chips for a snack and then a chicken fajita for dinner. cookies. guh. what is wrong with me? well they were sugar free...but i guess not calorie free. i am wondering i i should look at this and compare it to how i do every day or to how i did BEFORE. if i compare it to every day i did horrible. bad bad kristian. but if i compare to how i used to do...then i did great.